Not Grow Up

My shadow is too small. Is there anything you can do for me? We could try a shadow enlargement, but sometimes the shadows do get rather large and threatening. It might scare people. What about adding a second shadow, same size as this? And have two small shadows? Yes, I get awfully lonely sometimes. Be like Peter Pan and never grow up. Just don't bother growing up. Why not.


This is why I love my sports. Because there are rules. It's black and white. You win, you lose. You take this action, these are the consequences. You improve your technique so that you do the right thing and you don't fail. You know exactly what's going to happen to you. I love my surfing. It's a communion with the waves. And i know it wont let me down. Not like my love life. So many options. So many uncertaintities. I don't want to do this anymore. I am just going to be alone, because it's easier and even though it's more bitter, its easier. I dont get hurt.